Holy Crap! In less that three weeks all of this planning will be over. I am grateful that it is so close but I know that it will be the toughest weeks of life so far. Saw some of it leak through last night. Holly looked defeated. I didn't like it. But I felt the timing was not best for me to attempt to direct her in the right direction. Talked with her a lil today and she took the words right out of my mouth. It's amazing how awesome prayer can be.

Things to do

I think i'm starting to feel the crunch. The crunch of getting things in line for the wedding. I feel like I have to keep it together as far as not getting worried, but I think I will get very nervous the closer the big day gets. I need to call up the potential place for the rehearsal, make sure everyone has their tux, get the gifts for our ushers...gotta take it one step at a time. Can't take all of this on at once or I will get overwhelmed.

Consistency

Things have been great. Started a new job back with Malone. So excited to be back at the place I love to be. Back in January I interned at Akron Children's Hospital. Learned so much from that place and a huge part of me wants to be back there. I know it is a good place to work and to feel good about what you are doing. There was a time I was interning there and working at Old Navy for 2 hours a day as well as a full time job at GOJO. That was the lowest point of the day. I couldn't stand being there. I don't think there was one thing I enjoyed about it...but I learned about hard work and I earned a great addition to my resume. Through A.C.H I was able to get a part time job with Child Guidance and Family Solutions. I enjoyed what I was doing when I started but I never felt comfortable there...and I knew it was a place I wouldn't be for long. I was able to leave old navy and gojo and for that I am eternally grateful. My time at ACH ended and I fought back tears leaving that place. Now that i'm at malone I can get a masters...something i never thought i'd be able to do. Question is where do i go from here? Do I stay at Malone and start teaching or do I get my masters and go back to ACH? I don't know I have time to figure it out. Have to stay patient and let God show me where I am needed. BTW I get to marry the girl of my dreams in 29 days. So blessed to have so many doors open for me and I will continue to thank Him for all that he has done for me.