Sunday, December 27, 2009
When did I grow up?
its so weird not going back to campus. its really like i'm being forced to grow up. there is a part of me that doesn't want to. leaving friends and family behind is not really what i want to think about. but there is another part of me that is accepting what is coming. i really don't have a choice though do i? i'm getting ready to go to australia, and getting ready to graduate...i just need to keep reminding myself that this transition like all the others are not permanent. the people i care about now i will still care about and that is all that really matters..
So there's this girl...
and she's pretty much amazing. the greatest thing to happen to my life in a very long time. and i only hope that she realizes that she means the world to me. love you
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Phew
its been a while since i've done one of these...
i actually thought that i'd never use this thing again...
but i've been wanting to keep a type of journal to just write down things a type of journal if you will..when i think of stuff so here it goes..
i really love my parents..we've been talking about alot of the accident and it really touches the heart to hear stuff from the parents that shows that they really care about you so much...i think sometimes i forget that they care so much when i'm away at school you know..that accident really hit me hard (no pun intended) and opened my eyes to many things that i don't think i really noticed before..and they've been good things..and i'm glad that it happened minus all the bad parts and this dumb scar on my forehead that needs to hurry up and heal but alot of good has come from it..its strange how God can use things that really hurt us and us them for His good..and another school year has just passed and i totally kicked its butt even though i missed a week of school right before finals..3 a's and 3 b's..bent it over and rocked it:)i was really worried during finals..i thought i wasn't going to do so well..i always worry during finals especially because of scholarships that depend on the last week of school..but i really need to stop worrying and trust in Him more..cause He always seems to get me through it to the point where i can just say...Phew
i actually thought that i'd never use this thing again...
but i've been wanting to keep a type of journal to just write down things a type of journal if you will..when i think of stuff so here it goes..
i really love my parents..we've been talking about alot of the accident and it really touches the heart to hear stuff from the parents that shows that they really care about you so much...i think sometimes i forget that they care so much when i'm away at school you know..that accident really hit me hard (no pun intended) and opened my eyes to many things that i don't think i really noticed before..and they've been good things..and i'm glad that it happened minus all the bad parts and this dumb scar on my forehead that needs to hurry up and heal but alot of good has come from it..its strange how God can use things that really hurt us and us them for His good..and another school year has just passed and i totally kicked its butt even though i missed a week of school right before finals..3 a's and 3 b's..bent it over and rocked it:)i was really worried during finals..i thought i wasn't going to do so well..i always worry during finals especially because of scholarships that depend on the last week of school..but i really need to stop worrying and trust in Him more..cause He always seems to get me through it to the point where i can just say...Phew
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