When did I grow up?

its so weird not going back to campus. its really like i'm being forced to grow up. there is a part of me that doesn't want to. leaving friends and family behind is not really what i want to think about. but there is another part of me that is accepting what is coming. i really don't have a choice though do i? i'm getting ready to go to australia, and getting ready to graduate...i just need to keep reminding myself that this transition like all the others are not permanent. the people i care about now i will still care about and that is all that really matters..