Dad Thoughts

Can't believe how much this dude has changed from then to now. So quick. And here are my latest thoughts... As a dad I think it's really easy to feel like I'm not doing enough. I don't know why but every once in a while I start to feel this way. Could it be how sleepy Holly is at the end of the day? Possibly.(But she's always needed at least 12 hours of sleep a night to tell the truth.) It's tough finding that balance between getting the rest you need, making sure your wife is getting her needs met/getting her rest, and loving on the lil chicken nugget. Is it something that you figure out after ten years or something that you get a better understanding of sooner than that? Will you get a better understanding of that after another kid? Maybe I need to relax and not put so much pressure on myself? I dunno. I know that my main goal is making sure that my family is healthy and happy. I just need to keep that in the forefront of my mind. It's much easier said than done though... #parentalparadox